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| Alright, so I read an article on Datingish(messed up earlier and said Lovelyish. For those who don't know Datingish and Lovelyish are groups of bloggers on Xanga who I consider to be a website within the site itself), whom I find to be a fairly entertaining group of bloggers at times; however, unlike all of the other times I was saddened and disappointed. The topic was the perfect girl. Most of it's attention was on looks, there was nothing about personality and only a few character traits. By far I'm not that shallow so I felt insulted, and after expressing that distaste someone told me to write my own so here I am. At this point I don't know if personality will out weigh looks but I would like to think so. We'll find out though.
I will start of with personality, because it is the most important part of attraction. A girl can be as beautiful as a goddess but if she has no personality I hate her. Personality wise my perception of the perfect girl not only needs to be able to see flaws in me but flaws in herself, or at least be willing to see things. If a person is not willing to continually improve them self then they have truly already died. A perfect woman has to have a literary mind set, if she can't openly discuss a book with me or even my own writing we will have a lot of issues. A refined taste in art and ability to debate and enjoy the finer points of all forms of art, yes even including writing, dance and music. An open mind to religion, as well as an open mind to discuss and develop moral and philosophical views. To top things off on my incredibly picky list of intellectual things the smarter a woman is in an area, the sexier I find her. I'll be honest I never once thought one of my friends was attractive until we got into an incredibly nerdy discussion... Oddly enough even thinking back to it now arouses me a great deal. On a few +notes she would need to be kind, caring and above all understanding that we will fight, and even though we will fight I will always love her for her.
Character wise... Well while very much like personality character based activities are done more for a seeking of thrill and pleasure to me and will be noted as such. A perfect woman would love to dance, go out to clubs and such just to have a good time and then afterword go home and snuggle to a nice horror, romance, anime, or drama based movie. Another thing is she would have to love Anime and Manga. They are some of the most influential stories in my life when it comes to writing, to developing my sense of morality. I would prefer a woman who can write and/or draw, but those just go over the top of what I consider perfect. She must enjoy metal though; afterall I am in a metal band. To compliment me being in a band she would have to enjoy touring and life on the road. As such she wouldn't want to have children until a later age, if at all. She can't enjoy cheating. Cheating is an automatic perma-limp to me. I have issues getting hard if I know a girl has cheated on me, it actually drove my ex-fiance to trying to kill herself. Long story not the time and place. A love of playing card games and having little battles of wits as well as brainstorming for fiction and song writing will place the final nails in the coffin that is my dream woman, while a love for vampires, cryptids and the supernatural would throw it into a bonus round of jaw dropping proportions.
Looks I actually don't ask for much as to what I consider perfect, cause skinny with a decent face is perfect for me, so I will go with ideal dream girl... Still keep in mind the skinnier the better and between 5'4 and 5'9
Hair: Long flowing red or black hair. Gothic styles would be amazing!
Eyes: Saphire blue, Emerald green or Hazel with a slight asian though not quite asian look is so super sexy!
Nose: Really??? Who is actually that picky?
Lips and Ass: Lips no preference unless they're like mangled or something then no... Ass I love small asses with just a tiny bit of cushion.
Breasts: Well anything above a C is just nasty. I prefer B's. A's are so hot on the right body, but B's are perfect. C's are fun to do certain things with as D's can be but I still say if it can't fit in yout moth throw it out!
Well that's my run down of what makes a woman sexually attractive to me
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| Nightfall Bloodlines app forum mod openly banning talk of gays. I think this is discrimination Straights are allowed to flirt and such but being gay and flirting with a same sex member is considered "sexual." This is yet another outrageous atrocity committed by Ange. Follow the link and submit your disapproval please... Forward this message around!
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| Disintegrating outlook... Things have been looking up. My best friend and I have been working really hard on getting the band going and I've been getting better in leaps and bounds. I started playing bass about 4 and a half months ago and I'm playing at about a years level already. I'm progressing swiftly I developed finger speed and scales right off, learned improvisation, how to write music with polyrhythms and even how to use polyrhythms on my bass by itself to produce beautiful effects, how to work with a drummer to an extent, I'm even able to pick up parts of songs by ear already. I've tried really hard to get as good as I can for the band and he is now looking to play with other bands, leaving me behind. This is very disheartening to me and I am angry about it atm. Especially after coming all this way in four months from having no musical history what so ever.
I don't know... I've really tried. Sure I haven't spent all day every day practicing I even had a two weeks break at christmas to spend time with my family... but I've made so much progress that to be left in the dust seems horrifying. Now I'm not trying to glorify my skill by any means but for what I can do just over four months is well an incredibly short period of time. Within a year from starting I'll be playing very proficiently if things continue at this rate. I'll be able to improvise like crazy and participate in the guitar duels we've been planning and I'll be able to help write the music a lot more effectively... Why now? We just got recording equipment, we were putting together an EP we have everything but a drummer... It's angering to me at any rate... I get that it's a lucrative opportunity but they aren't that far ahead of us and they have such a Haelstrom sound... It's not original ugh...
I'm saddened, very saddened... I feel like all of my hard work might be for nothing.
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| Ok so I'm impatient. I'm very impatient... I'm hoping to hear back from three publishers... One on content, one on a contest, and one on whether my short stories are up to parr... I'm playing the waiting game right now and I hate the waiting game. A I stated I am very impatient and to be honest I don't want to concentrate on short stories... I want to find someone willing to publish my longer, continuing work as a monthly publication in sections.
I know this may sound cocky but I know content wise it is worthy of publication, dozens of people have told me so. There are a few issues with that though. First off it's not a complete work, it's still continuing. Second off I'm not the world's best editor but I am waiting to hear that someone wants to publish it before I start asking professors to help me edit. Third, I don't know of any groups that want to publish a continuing story in sections like magazines like Shonen Jump does manga. Maybe I'm idealistic in my wants, but they are my desires and what I am pursuing right now... I'm only a college student right now but I guess I just want an early start when it come to having my name out there...Which is a lot to ask for. With any luck though Forever Nocturne will find the sample I sent them along with two of my macabre short stories to be satisfactory and will offer to print it in their zine. I would prefer Silverthorn Press because they are more frequent and such... I need to find others though to expand my boundaries.
So here is the question that I will impose upon everyone who reads this. Do you know of a magazine or zine that is currently accepting submissions? If you do please let me know.
Also special thanks to my friend Wookiesgirl for introducing me to Silverthorn Press and Forever Nocturne
Check them both out people they have great stories and content!
http://www.forevernocturne.com/
http://www.silverthornpress.com/
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